:: long time no blog? ::

rainy sunny rainy sunny everyday

unpredictable weather, makes life unpredictable too.
tempers flare, ppl get grouchy, tempers cease.
moods dampen, moods brighten.
ppl yell, ppl scream.
ppl laugh, ppl smile.
life's a dream, sometimes its not.

tomm's my "big" day!!!
must make my remaining time there a worthwhile one!
got to start planning for the future n see what steps to take.
wish me luck folks!

+ vodka cat updated @ 10:51 pm

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:: post exam... ::

well.... the exams are well over, i finished my last paper Price Theory last friday.
I seriously hope to pass it, not Ace it as some people hope for their papers.
I know i don't have literary economic talent for my essay papers and considering I seem to have short term memory loss, remembering some economics theorys prove a big hurdle for me.
It's not that I don't commit myself to studying hard, but when I actually try to study, i feel distracted and my mind starts to wander into all areas except my books!
It must be amazing how i can actually survive so long in the world considering my bird brain.

I've finally decided to take a step foward and leave my office hell.
Today was the last straw, of being pushed around like an extra.
So.... I will step into the world of unemployment and face new obstacles and new challenges of being a job seeker and enjoy life of unempolyment and finally rest. A well deserved rest that I never got after graduating. It will be hard, but I am ready. Here i come world!!!!

+ vodka cat updated @ 11:17 pm

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:: my jappie name... ::

Your Japanese Name Is...

Nariko Tanaka

+ vodka cat updated @ 10:18 am

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WHAT age do u act??

You Are 24 Years Old

24 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


I act my age? That's comforting to hear... haha....
Gosh... I'm old...

+ vodka cat updated @ 10:05 am

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:: i've learned ::

i'm trying to learn...

I've learned - that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned - that no matter how much I care,some people just don't care back.
I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do.
I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.
I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it,there are always two sides.
I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned - that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.
I've learned - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned - that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned - that we are responsible for what we do,no matter how we feel.
I've learned - that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned - that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned - that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned - that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned - that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned - that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned - that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned - that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned - that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned - that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned - that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned - that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
I've learned - that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned - that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned - that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.
I've learned - that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I've learned - that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned - that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.
I've learned - that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned - that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used.
And I've learned - that our legs are for us to move forward bravely and carry on with our lives.

+ vodka cat updated @ 11:33 am

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:: may day may day ::

its good that its a public holidae todae... means tomm's a holidae too even though its mondae... more time to study, save 1 day of my leave. Oh well, a girls gotta do wat a girls gotta do.
I'm still eating all my books for Price Theory. Trying to absorb all the information abt markets in the economy and trying v hard to remember wat i've read n understood.
I've this problem of being able to remember all sorts of rubbish except my school work!
Wat kind of bad curse is that rite? I've got an elephants memory for unecessary stuff.
Gosh, thats a useless thing to have.

And, once again....
I'm broke!!!
I've actually planned the exact day to tender my R Letter, So from nw on i've got to be frugal with my money cos im going to have zero income and i dont think mummy tiger is going to spare me any cash for allowance. Well, she's the one always asking for $ and I'm always broke.
Not that i really splurge, but probably spend money on food outside more often than never.
Got to get another job real soon after this.
With more cash that is...
4 more days left to study for last paper.
After that can go all out n be disgustingly lazy n go shopping, sleep to my hearts content.
Look for jobs, spend money... whoops....

Do couples in relationships tell each other everything?
Why must there be secrets?
Is it to hide dishonesty? Or unfaithfulness?
Is there such a thing as no secrets between each other,
If there are no secrets, will there be more trust?
Usually trust should be present in every relationship.
So if there's something missing in yr relationship,
U should find out whats wrong.
Talk it over... thats if the other party talks...
If not, there's no communication....
Without communication, how can a relationship exist...
Apparently, thats a relationship going downhill.

Why is it so hot like everyday???

+ vodka cat updated @ 10:26 pm

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