:: 1 down.... 2 to go... ::

exam stress...

sighz... when will it ever end...
i think biz finance has gone down the drain cos my memory failed me n careless me used some wrong formulas...
oh well... hopefully can at least get a pass...
next is quantitative analysis... and i realise that i've almost clean forgotten how to do simple maths
equations... well... its been almost 4 years since i've done calculus... who would have thought there would be such modules in biz?
hopefully my memory doesn't fail me tomm...
cos i wanna overload modules next sem to 4...

i can't wait for exams to be over...
yet.. i don't wan to go back to work...
sighz...


+ vodka cat updated @ 1:06 pm

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:: love actually... ::

Guys drinks to forget about the girl...
Girls drinks to think back about that guy...

When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...

Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love...

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...

Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her...

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...

Guys wishes to be her first love...
And girls wishes to be his last love...

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Never Get Into A Love When U Meant To Break A Heart...
Never Look Into Eyes When You Meant To Lie...
Promise Are Meant To Be Kept...
Wishes Are Onli Meant To Be Fulfilled...
Hearts Are Not Meant To Be Played With...
Lies Are Onli Meant To Hurt...
Scars Will Never Heal...
And Sorry Is NOTHING But A Word


+ vodka cat updated @ 11:27 pm

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xmas shopping lists!

hello all friends...
in view of the holiday season thats slowly creeping into our calendars...
i would actually like to invite all you people to start telling me
what u want for yr xmas pressies...
basically so I don't have to wreck my brains on gifts for u...
neither would you receive something that u won't like...
and its a good way of getting something that u really like / want...
i'll be thinking of wat i would like for christmas soon too...
hopefully i've been a good girl this year and
santa claus gets me something nice...

p.s. u can either email me / sms me / call me / leave comments / post on my tag board your wishes for xmas... :)


+ vodka cat updated @ 11:13 pm

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me n irene...

+ vodka cat updated @ 11:12 pm

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me, alex n huifang...

+ vodka cat updated @ 11:01 pm

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stuff

nothing interesting has happened....
nothing eventful has happened...
nothing exciting has happened...
nothing happy has happened...
nothing fun has happened...
when will something good happen!!!

i'm just whining abt life... it makes me feel slightly better after letting off some steam...



+ vodka cat updated @ 10:23 pm

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:: away from the office... ::

training session...

i'm away from the office todae n tomm..
cos im on some learning service excellence training...
it does teach u something abt extending excellent service
but it depends on whether u actually practice what you
learn that will put the training to good use...
training is more relaxing cos the pace set is slow...
and there is interaction n communication with fellow colleagues
from other branches and depts...
but i got to meet eugene n some other officers who were part of relief pool...
kind nice to see them after such a long time... :)
ate lunch at tampines bk... and as usual... when we get together...
we complain abt our branches n share our views...
but we had fun too... cos we hardly get the chance to pour out our woes...

retail therapy...

yes... i bought something...
to cheer myself up i guess...
its a dark brown top with white collar n sleeves from m)phosis...
i actually wanted to get a skirt as well... but...
must control... the skirt was like $46...
if i bought both items... $100++ would vanish just like that...
must practice more self-control...
quite happy with my purchase...
cos it makes me look like a young school-girl... haha...
i'll leave it for a cold rainy day to wear cos its warm n cosy... :)






+ vodka cat updated @ 11:53 pm

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me n irene posing for a pic during dinner... :)

+ vodka cat updated @ 12:21 am

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:: what's there to talk about??? ::

stuff i'm thinking abt now...

should i quit?
shoud i go to sleep?

i'm feeling rather tired actually... but my mind refuses to switch off...
maybe cos there are too many things on my mind...
too many things clouding my poor little mind...
too many thoughts on the people and the things and the events surrounding me...
help help...
i think the environment affect a persons well being very strongly...
also the people in that environment too...
sighz.... i guess some of u ppl out there would know what im referring too...


why???

why must some ppl be so selfish...
why can't they accept that life is such n get on with it...
why must they affect other people's lives as well...
why can't they stop being so selfish!!!

to some ppl out there... i don't give a f*** what u think abt me... if u can't take it... thats yr problem... not mine... stop venting on other ppl! f*** you!!!





+ vodka cat updated @ 1:19 am

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:: midweek thoughts... ::

feeling slightly better...

kind of feel slightly better now... prob cos i've spent yest n todae resting at home...
cos got 2 daes mc for my gastric flu / fever...
can eat normally now... but still don't really have an appetite for the usual meals...
kind of prefer to eat light stuff for the time being...
mummy cooked me chicken nuggets n some fries for dinner tonight...
thats my get well meal... and i got coke as well.. haha...
i'll be eating porridge for the next few days i guess...
it's fine with me... i like porridge.. :)

only that i feel depressed cos its back to work tomm...
at least i've sorted out all my study material and i'm all set to start studying for the exams... hopefully... i want to clear all modules this sem so i can overload next sem... :P


+ vodka cat updated @ 11:38 pm

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:: really monday blues... ::

why?

im sick... :(
at first i was feeling fine at work... it was after lunch... dunno wat happen...
suddenly feel v v nauseous... but i hold back...
i still do work as per normal...
my colleagues ask me whether wan to order pizza i still agree...
its only when the pizza was delivered that i felt really bad...
i smelt the pizza and i felt like throwing up...
in the end i ask them eat w/o me... then i brought the pizza home...
its still on my dining table cos daddy never eat n never keep...
i got no appetite... then b4 i left the office... really can't take it...
threw up everything... :'(
felt like crap after that...
went to the doctor at HV.. but they weren't open yet.. must wait till 7pm...
sighz...
then wait at delifrance till it was 7.05 pm... oh no.. alreadi had a few ppl in front of me at the clinic... waited till 7.50 before i saw doc doc...
u got fever!!! no wonder u feel so weak... n u got a viral infection...
thats y u keep on throwing up... u got gastric flu...
NO WORKING FOR U TOMM! U CAN'T work!

thats the high point of my life... MC...
cos i've reached the point where i really really can't try to be happy in my workplace...




+ vodka cat updated @ 11:54 pm

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:: thursdae blues... ::

blues...

feeling kinda xianz...
maybe cos work sucks n exams are coming...
just feel sort of tired of this lifestyle...
wish i could be carefree...
wake up when i want to....
go where ever i want...
do wat i feel like doing...
and live life like a bird...

gibberish...

thats what happens when i don't really noe wat to tok abt...
okayz.... lets see...
i've spent more $$$ on clinique stuff.... i don't know why...
maybe bcos when i feel down i need retail therapy...
bought some chocolates for my colleagues to eat too...
cos i think its an anti-depressant...
so since everyone seems so down...
hope that makes their day a bit better...
soon i've got to start studying like mad... cos i wanna pass all my papers...
and i wan to overload 1 more module next sem...
so i'm going to go crazy soon...
do u noe that before u can even think of it....
the year will be over? cos time really really flies!
its been almost 2 1/2 years since i graduated and it seems like just yest!
everyones growing up really fast....
kinda miss the old times...


+ vodka cat updated @ 10:36 pm

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:: nothing much to tok abt... ::

little bit boring...

sorry if my posts seem boring...
maybe i've run out of stuff to say...
maybe i stop myself from saying them...
cos they may seem to bring pain...
especially to myself saying them...
cos they're probably full of complaints...
full of dismay...
what a day...
please get me through the next day...



+ vodka cat updated @ 9:09 pm

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